Flirting in good faith

It starts with:

"How good looking am I ?

I am not asking if you are attracted to me I am looking for an objective answer!!"

and don't even know where it goes to....
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Well the above part is no tutorial to any neophyte, just an incident that manged to dazzle my nervous system.

Lemme give you some noesis of what i'd been into for last 6 months:

I got commited to this friend of mine I know from grauduation year on the eve of Teacher's day. Then got very much engrossed into it introduced her to my family. Then went around with her for almost six months till 22nd February when we called off the committment on mutual understanding and decided not to see each other anymore. (Yes Valentines day was a superb one never spent so much time with one single person since like I hit puberty.)

Real story starts now the day it ended I was cool with everything or I supposably presumed that am cool with everything (yeah I know i can be a MCP at times) but seriously first time any of my relations crossed the set benchmark of 2 months.

Guys letme tell you it really takes peace of your mind to get over something serios of that magnitude. The urge to call her all the time was like unbearable and killing. I started alienating myself, friends were replaced by Ipod, listening to eminem and some other gangsta rappers (whom i googled for : Get over break up songs :P)

IT DIDN'T HELP

Then I thought mebbe getting out to party with friends might help, did that for like 7 nights in a row... partied really very hard, tried hoookahs, Vodka and also Ciggaretts, Night long drives to nooks and corners of Mumbaiz so called Night life places, then playing supermario for long hours on old video game... did almost evrything to get myself diverted...

IT DIDN'T HELP

Final try to get over and only one available with me... yes yes i resorted to it...

Watched friends Three season's back to back... yes it did helped ... but again the relief was momentary...

IT DIDN"T HELP

it was then when I gave up and decided to give time some time. Resumed worklife, started socialising on FB had a good time with colleagues tried to come at peice with my mind. Had a very n ice sunday with friends did a lot of shopping came back home thought of checking my gmail inbox it was only when all my prayers were answered. I had an e-friend (very gorgeous, very charming and simply a beautiful hearted person) online. Just buzzed her to check if shes replying. And guess what she replied !! :P Chatted very nicely with her we exchanged our cell numbers and then logged off and started chatting with her on SMSes... and before you know I was flirting with her.. did try to use cheesy pickup lines on her FB display pic..was flirting all over, all day long next day when I realised mebbe I am going a littile above mark and called for peace... But guys before I realised that I was not thinking of My Ex at all!

IT HELPED me get over.... and if this gorgeous e-friend of mine is by anychance reading this post I would like to Thank her a lot for participating in this nice thing called :-

"FLIRTING IN GOOD FAITH" (Where you know you are not in love, you know you dont want committment, you are not looking for long term relationships, all you want is excitement to get a DIVERSION)

Adios,

BIG OMi

PS: Don't Judge me.

PPS: If by anychance i have hurted anyone and i mean anyone I will owe you a giant jar of 5 Stars. (Wow what a killer smile you've got on your face!!)